okay this ain’t no secret
continuation from the episode yesterday
the crush I had at school
today we had four hours of classes together
and since yesterday
I was all resolute to wear this baby blue top
hahaha.. I just don’t know why
because I think I will bump into him
wearing baby blue too
in the morning
he walked in
unfortunately he was not wearing any baby blue
anyway he looked good in that grey flannel x black hoody
I pretended nothing as usual
so he said hi to his buddy sitting beside me
then my besties beside
as usual
nudged me and sarcastically saying
“OMG, did you see, he just punched Azlif
he is so cute….”
no I didn’t see anything
she can’t make it anymore obvious, can her
she was casually playing with my camera
plus zooming in to him at the background
even the blinds can see what she is doing
class was done at 11 A.M.
so we hanged out at the corner as usual
until he sent in a message to ask my buddy about class
and we started flirting!!
not exactly
nice… people were flirting on behalf of me
so I was suddenly flirting with him
goodness me
who was I supposed to see him in an hour time
so it was time to go to class
he was sitting elsewhere
then moved to the seat behind me
chill.. chill
he wanted to discuss project with the dude sitting behind
but the bitches besties of mine
interpreted this as an opportunity for me
but I was just too shy okay
I didn’t even dared to look at him
just pretended nothing
talking in a group as usual
damn.. why can’t the lecturer started the lesson
as usual
too bad this is a consultation session
where everyone took turn to talk to her in front
regarding the results we were getting so far
the bitches kept sending eye signals all over
no way.. I seriously don’t know what to do
“Steph.. can I borrow your iPad please”
“One minute.. I finish my planting first”
that was the only thing I remembered
I told him like face-to-face
after class we hanged out at the corridor
for awhile
he noticed the “watch” and the burn on my wrist
okay I left my watch at home
but still I kept looking at my wrist
so that’s what I did
and the bitches
they were giggling at a corner
and almost on the verge of leaving
no way.. I can’t be left alone with him
therefore I fled with them
casually browsing Facebook
can’t help diverting to the profile
I still did not have the gut to add as friend
wondering should I now?
Is it time to add him him already?
and great…
fingers around just rushed to click “Add AS Friend”
until this moment then I realized
the disadvantage of surfing Facebook with iPad
and there is no Undo to friendship request
okay I thought this is the end for today
30 minutes later
two text messages
from an unknown number
FIrst
“Hye Steph:-)”
Second
“I forgot to mention earlier, this is fadzlie btw”
so cute of him..
lol I forgot how many times
have I used this word on him
I was smiling with excitement
typing a reply
while Smurfing
that’s my problem
I always took time to reply to message
and that ruined it all
the reply from my diligent secretary
went as below
“Hi fadzli..where did u get my number?
Whats up? :)”
soon a prompt reply from him
“Haha from azlif, where else.
Just saying hi : –). Are u in class right now?”
then here came the climax
save the best for last
I didn’t get my phone back yet
and my secretary sent a reply
which I will never in my life type, for sure
here you are, “my” reply to him
how do I even type this thing out
I am trembling, goodness
“Ya im in class right now miss me already?
What u doing? ;)”
and pressed send
he didn’t reply afterwards
oh man
guess he must be thinking what a bitch I am
then soon after
I got back my phone
so I was typing a reply
trying to explain the situation to him
now it’s four hours later already
the message is in pending status??
so the message didn’t get through
how come???
should I send it now?
it goes something like this
“Hi Fadzlie.. This is the real Steph..
so sorry the ppl have been so playful with text message”
okay I was half way editing the message
then I got a repky
the message has got through
so this I what I got
“Sorry, my hp ran out of battert.
Just gt back to my room.
Ya, I kind of miss u;.)”
OMG… what should I be doing now???
suddenly I am clueless as to
what to reply
that wasn’t me, previously
what happened??
what happened??
I always think I play with words a lot
I am good with sweet text messages
I am suddenly freaked out…
maybe this is what would really happen
if you bump into somebody you really like so much
after pondering for so long
I replied with two words
*shy shy*
yes I am indeed
dedicated to 2011.05.10
the bitches gang who helped me through
and the cute guy who made my day
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