i didn’t plan to go work anymore today
due to the disappointment for last month wages
i came in for the whole week of my break
7 days, including a Sunday and two Saturdays
and the pay was so meager that
i wish i could just bang myself on the wall
on average it’s less than RM 20 per day
but my mom had promised them that
i would go today
so i had to, reluctantly
11 am in the morning
greeted by the piles of work
i know it would be quite impossible to
leave at three or latest by four
to go for the Saturday hang out
on top of the meager pay
coming in on part time basis
over the weekend could be quite difficult
since a part-timer is expected here on Saturday
i am left with ..
what i call the weekend leftover
so basically i am a trash bin
i was so frustrated
plus the heat in the stuffy room
up to the point that
i took off my shirt
the super tight top in there
i no longer gave a damn if
the polka top bra is being seen
the super Mario outfit
i not only looked like a labour
in fact i worked like one
all the way till 5.30pm
anyway
i not too sure whether it is a good thing
because on my way to work
and in the middle of frustration
i thought of the Remake It dress
that’s the first thing i would wanna buy
to balance my dissatisfaction
despite the fact that
it costs more than what i can earn in 7 days
i am not too sure how much
would i be getting for my hard labour of the day
but if it is RM 20 or maybe lesser
it’s okay, just keep it
just assume that i am doing voluntary work
it is really not worth it
getting myself damn tired
facing the computer
hours and hours
missing lunch
on one fine Saturday
but thinking the other way round
if i were to sit at home
i earn practically nothing
probably drowning in front of
the computer or television
munching away
or spend an hour or two, napping
zero income
FML
fix my life
i need a solution