I know I have been burning with jealousy
I know I have been taking as if I don’t care
I know I have been quite making a fool of myself
but
since this all starts off as a game
a game on the fast lane
I am well aware too that
sooner or later
it ultimately has to come to an end
give me two months to fall in love
give me two weeks of belonging
all I beg for is
give me two days to get over it
stop checking the phone for texts
stop checking the time and wonder
and I will all be fine
to allow myself to move on again
to return myself to where am I supposed to be
someday
when I opened these posts
I will still smile and
wonder whether you are still with her
or like me
already moving onto somebody else
one jolly good thing about this game is that
there is no absolute right or wrong
there is no winner or loser
at least I have grown and learnt
the trial and error game
shall be paused and restarted all over again
- THE END -