ok continuation from the previous post
this is another scene from my dream
gosh what a long dream I have had
bunch of us were watching DVD
in a very crowded room
the disc being played
me myself can’t even believe is this
《Jay Chou Live in Concert》
oh my
must be the side effect of
too much news and photos
about his recent tour in HK
8 shows, most expensive ever
of Asian performers
held in Hong Hum Indoor Stadium
my baby went too
ok
back to my dream
then we were making so much of noises
singing to the songs
who are the “we”
no idea I can’t remember exactly
and an Indian teacher came in
shouting at us
chasing us to go back to classroom
back to the classroom
the Indian teacher was giving out
report cards
and soon enough it was my turn
flipped it open
the comment was
“nor bad neither good”
the grades
I am amazed
how come I remember
these so well then
5As, some B and C
and there came the climax
Biology – E
Chinese language – F
and the teacher was praising
Mr. Tan for being the only one
achieving all As
he was the smartest boy in class
back then…
and I was so angsty
for the rest of the day
I hate the teacher
for stopping us from watching the concert
for giving me back a report card with E and F grades
that I got into a quarrel with the teacher
it got so hot that
I said I don’t mind to risk it all
to get this thing right
at most I will quit school
analysis #1
I watched this movie yesterday
Desmund was reprimanded for his results
two red grades
Chemistry and History
corresponding to my two failures too
and my two failures
Biology and Chinese Language
it can be linked back to my high school examination
ultimately
those were the two subjects
I fail to get distinction
although I already got full As
for 11 subjects
but A2 doesn’t count
those two bloody subjects gave me two A2s
the real champ is full A1s
I thought I didn’t care
since I hate Biology
and Chinese Language doesn’t matter much
I was not going after any scholarships
so it makes no different whether it’s full A1s
nobody at school got full A1s
hence it doesn’t matter
I lose to nobody
I thought I didn’t care
till it reappeared today
so I guess
subconsciously
I still very much take this
as a failure in my life
Desmund Law said something
I very much agreed to
no matter what competition you are taking part in
there’s only one winner
third place and runner up
are not considered winners
those are just consolation prizes
his is kinda hot
one movie already won him
the Newcomer awards
next up he will be acting as Bruce Lee
1/2 malaysian
1/4 malay
introducing Aarif Rahman
a.k.a. Aarif Lee
cool…
he sings
he plays instruments
he writes lyrics (for the whole album of Janice Vidal)
he is a graduate from England Imperial College
omg..
HAWTTTT….
okay let’s come back
what I care for is
in every game I play
I must win
just in case there is a winner
or at least
I will never ever be at the bottom
as the loser
and …
that applies to love game too, baby