提前在 Thanksgiving時
換了 X’mas Playlist
誰知道
卻是一個很壞的開始
整個禮拜
天天下雨
就睡了一個禮拜
打開電腦
還是空空的感覺
聽來聽去
還是
《彳亍》
昨天寫了篇文
覺得很爛
就按著“backspace” 不放
全部擦掉了
很討厭下雨的感覺
偶爾下場雨
《春雨里洗過的太陽》
的感覺就還好
滋潤大地 萬物顯生機
天天下雨
寒凍無力的手腳
一吃就漲的肚子
冰冷無情的地面
花灑澆出的冰水
沖涼出來的顫抖
真的是要我的命
我家是沒有裝置熱水器的
N年前壞了以后
由于少用就干脆拆了
真的需要熱水
就用很傳統的煲水方法
但熱騰騰的熱水
淋在紅色的plastic桶
那個感覺很不搭
還要很可憐地
scoop起來沖
很難民
所以我很久很久
都是沖冷水澡
早上七點也是如此
除非我以后買個
古時候大家閨秀出浴
的那種木桶
或是個大浴缸
不然我是不會用
裝在紅色桶的熱水
來沖涼的
不知道是不是
天氣冷
人也特別容易累
每天8點半
準時就睡覺了
到半夜
冷氣吹得很冷很干
沒辦法
大眾的意思是要開冷氣
就無法再睡下去
爬起來
嗦一嗦“毒品”
才半夜十二點
對其他人而言
可能才剛剛開始
但對一個已經
逐漸老化的我
人生的目標就是
十二點前要入眠
不怪的
看見我上網了
人家都問
咦 轉死性了
毒品
一天4杯 “chocoat”
還有走進走出時
神不知 鬼不覺地
放入口的的巧克力
全都是我的精神糧食
熱天時
幸福就是打開冰箱
有果汁，豆奶，鮮奶，優格
現在
連打開都害怕
吹出來的冰箱氣
對冰冷的飲料
一點都提不起興趣
真的這么怕冷末
聽說有些城市開始下雪了
那如果我身處在那些地方
恐怕會釀成屋有凍死骨了
My December / Linkin Park
| My December / Linkin Park This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just wish that I Didnt feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didnt feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I
Just wish that I didnt feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didnt feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to |
