the whole content I wrote
while I was waiting for bus
disappeared just like that
Well..
that's the thing with Blogger app
this is not the first time
it's alright...
recall whatever there is and
rewrite, real quick
Today, My boss told me:
you look sad all the time
are you alright
So it shows
thank goodness
she actually does know my existence
I couldn't pretend I am
totally so happy
when I am not
And vice versa
I just can't put on a sad face
while I am totally so happy
that's quite impossible, in fact
Or probably I am born with this
forever emo face
such characters at times appear in
movies or novels who
ended up dying a tragic dead
while the protagonists
moved on happily ever after
My apology for all the
negative posts recently
Can't expect me to write something
which sounds really hopeful and bright
while I was spending at least
30 minutes looking into thin air
expecting the bus to turn up
Precious time have to be put to use
which is to blog
so venting out the
negative energy is what
I usually do during the wait
Except
when I am writing letters to
my future boyfriend
where I try to sound as
cheerful as possible
Because I believe
no guy would like to date an
emo wreck who will
break down due to depression
anytime soon
Please bear in mind
trying to sound cheerful and
pretending to be one
are totally different things
You try for the one you love
you pretend for those
you don't even give a damn
as simple as that
Weeks ago
another bigger boss commented that
I looked Green
I was thinking:
Yup, green is the in thing now
and I am not a big fan of carnivorous diet
Yet I replied:
Ya, I acknowledge this weakness of mine
I am bad at interpersonal communication
that's why I am here to learn
Can someone come and
smash me in the face please
pretentious whore
Anyway, I
feel glad to have dragged through
another long Monday
What? Are you kidding?
Tuesday is almost over?
well always assuming the worst
makes me feel better in life
that's why I always look depressed
I guess
Always out of place
even if it's outer space
Green
Sad
Tragic
GST - isn't it a hot topic now?
yay.. hot stuff