maybe I was worried about my projects
maybe I was worried about my finals
I was really in a bad mood last week
why would I feel jealous
when there are other girls around
pretending that I see nothing at all
that means I still care, isn’t it?
but if I am not ready
to commit my whole self in
why would I expect
to have the completely whole of you
without sharing it with others
what right do I have to demand this
this is a game of exchange
even if you commit all
you wouldn’t expect to gain it all back
especially so if I commit hardly nothing at all
I want to lay my hands off
completely hands off
but I find it difficult
I miss you, really
till I bumped into you again
then started texting like before
over the weekend
I felt quite secured again
okay fine
so now it’s quite simple
I don’t even care whom you are with
whether you are lying or not
but the funny thing is
whenever you ask me where am I
and whom am I with
I feel quite warm
as least I know '
there is somebody who cares
whom am I with
I am quite happy
as long as there is someone to text me continuously
listen to my troubles whenever I land into one
telling me that “you’ll be fine, hunn”
I don’t know what gonna happen next
next semester? next year?
who really knows
unexplainable, may it seems
but I really like you, baby
irrecoverable, may it seems
guess I am really stuck, sweetheart
just like a fable