got 2 posts for Oct and Nov
written on last Friday
and suddenly came to realize that
the post for August
is missing, somehow
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August, let’s see
that felt like years ago
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i remember
not doing really well in August
but these days
it didn’t affect me as much
as it used to
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not that i no longer care about
how much am i getting each month
making enough
is my priority now
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how much is enough?
don’t know really
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so bad exactly it was
in August?
the third from the bottom
after June and April?
yes, the third lowest this year
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i know there are
two more months to go
no the bottom 3 shall stay
Nov and Dec
will never make it there
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anyway
having checked the stats and all
no self-reward for me
this holiday season
maybe still get something
but not too expensive
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