summary of the week
frenzy, busy, dizzy
first of all:
my watch is dead
living without a watch makes a hell out of my life
secondly:
there’s test,
only start studying on the eve
Photoshop assignment…
how I hate you so
finally I succumb to using a mouse
due on Tuesday
but I just started today
submitting tomorrow
no.. it’s was not me only
we thought of boycotting the lecturer
stupidity
you think you will ultimately win
best of all
this is a 100% project based module
no final exam
so please
do not be cruel to me
two more essays due next week
the long one, two thousands word,
am half way through
the short one, one thousand
planning to start tomorrow
that’s the problem
if you slack too much throughout the break
third in the list:
I burnt the kettle again
this is the second time
it is happening in my life
I don’t know what happened
but it is still functioning
so I just continue using
hope it wouldn’t explode
forth:
okay
I smelled the burning smell
hence I put on my contact lens quickly
to check out what’s going on with my kettle
then my left eye was all blur
tried to adjust the lens back in place
but it was not there
do you know the feeling
when i am rubbing my own eyeball
trying to feel the lens
and ended up in school like that
as an one-eyed Cyclopes
till back home
wearing back my spec again
but the missing lens
can’t be found still
where can it be??
it can’t be at the back of my eye, right
fifth:
the bad cook
I didn’t bring any vegetables from home
had no time to go for grocery shopping
has been surviving on dried ingredients and
random ingredients
like this one
one whole piece of seaweed over flooding
anyway
there was some good thing happening too
finally working on my table
this is how lazy I was
for 1.5 semester
I was doing practically everything on my bed
the table was more like a décor
I know that
not till the day I shifted my table
I will never get to write on the table
well
although now I still work on the bed
laptop on the lap
well.. it is being called laptop for a reason
like a worm
at least
I don’t sleep with my laptop anymore
just kindly put it on the table please
it doesn’t even require walking now
the empty space
nothing much to do with it
just let the chair
and whatever that shall be stacked onto it
to emo at the corner
I guess there must be some week
somewhere in the middle
or towards the end of the semester
where panicky situation like this occurs
and it kills your passion
for what ever you are studying
and wondering
why am I doing this stupid thing
it doesn’t even going to help me in the future
nobody can tell what is going to help
and what’s not
while you are still paying to learn
then make sure you fully utilize it
and hell
it doesn’t come cheap
laziness is just so incurable
T.G.I.F.
work a little bit more
then it’s time to go home