Home Rush

After a few torturous days of

pondering, confusing, indecisive days

I couldn't take it anymore

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On 13^th Jan

which is yesterday..

I thought I will go home

right after my lecture ending at 4pm

But I had not packed up anything yet

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When I was heading for the bus stop

a course mate told me

the class had been canceled

Gosh, should have told me earlier

so that I could go home

early in the morning

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Right after I reached my room

that's nothing else to think about

Not even about the module

left for bidding and appeal

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I packed up and went home

Meet a fellow Melaka-n in the lift

dared not tell her I am heading home

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But I must be looking quite weird

in a shoulder bag and also a backpack

10 minutes ago

she just saw me going for lecture

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Meet another friend, outside..

She asked me where I am going

I just replied, going somewhere…

I am on my journey of escapism

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On the bus from CIQ to Larkin

Met an elderly couples

Talking about their

negative experiences at the CIQ

Oh, they are from Melaka too

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Reached Larkin at 3.52pm

caught a 4pm bus

The couple was on the same bus

heading back to Melaka

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Feeling very good

feasting on songs, food and book

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Reached Melaka before 7

dinner is great

Mom just fried some

home-made fishball

Crispy crispy

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And not forgetting some CNY cookies

First taste of CNY flavors

Desserts were 3 types of ice-cream

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Sat with mom and dad and talked

The floor is cooling as usual

though a bit dusty

Too bad my trip is too short to

permit me to mop the floor

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Before sleep

opened the intact packaging of

my new watch

It still looks good

can't wait to wear it     

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Today bus is on 3pm

Less feeling of soreness

Dad told me to stay strong

come home whenever I feel like

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Felt recharged

Even have the mood to

go through some Maths

like trigo and differentiation on the bus

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used to hate them very very much

my tuition tutor asked us to

just ignore these

if we did not feel like doing them

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Reached my hostel room on 8.15pm…

5 hours plus of journey

Feeling quite ready to

continue my long journey here

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Whenever I feel down

just go home

Just not make the hasty decision of

quitting the game

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I will keep on walking till the end

Home has all that I need to go on

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It’s a great day

This is the 30^th blog I have written

Helped 2 tourists on the bus

Got the 5^th module I have been worrying about

1 pleasant conversation with dad

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Feeling more confident about my Maths

can't u see I am using more numbers here…

My pants feel loose-,

it's falling… 26…25…24…

Got 50 bucks from grandpa

1^st time wearing a Titus

Tried on my new dress

2 more days to weekend

CNY break is less than 10 days away

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For the sake of our dear family

I will strive on

No matter what

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