After a few torturous days of
pondering, confusing, indecisive days
I couldn't take it anymore
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On 13th Jan
which is yesterday..
I thought I will go home
right after my lecture ending at 4pm
But I had not packed up anything yet
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When I was heading for the bus stop
a course mate told me
the class had been canceled
Gosh, should have told me earlier
so that I could go home
early in the morning
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Right after I reached my room
that's nothing else to think about
Not even about the module
left for bidding and appeal
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I packed up and went home
Meet a fellow Melaka-n in the lift
dared not tell her I am heading home
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But I must be looking quite weird
in a shoulder bag and also a backpack
10 minutes ago
she just saw me going for lecture
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Meet another friend, outside..
She asked me where I am going
I just replied, going somewhere…
I am on my journey of escapism
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On the bus from CIQ to Larkin
Met an elderly couples
Talking about their
negative experiences at the CIQ
Oh, they are from Melaka too
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Reached Larkin at 3.52pm
caught a 4pm bus
The couple was on the same bus
heading back to Melaka
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Feeling very good
feasting on songs, food and book
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Reached Melaka before 7
dinner is great
Mom just fried some
home-made fishball
Crispy crispy
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And not forgetting some CNY cookies
First taste of CNY flavors
Desserts were 3 types of ice-cream
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Sat with mom and dad and talked
The floor is cooling as usual
though a bit dusty
Too bad my trip is too short to
permit me to mop the floor
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Before sleep
opened the intact packaging of
my new watch
It still looks good
can't wait to wear it
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Today bus is on 3pm
Less feeling of soreness
Dad told me to stay strong
come home whenever I feel like
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Felt recharged
Even have the mood to
go through some Maths
like trigo and differentiation on the bus
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used to hate them very very much
my tuition tutor asked us to
just ignore these
if we did not feel like doing them
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Reached my hostel room on 8.15pm…
5 hours plus of journey
Feeling quite ready to
continue my long journey here
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Whenever I feel down
just go home
Just not make the hasty decision of
quitting the game
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I will keep on walking till the end
Home has all that I need to go on
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It’s a great day
This is the 30th blog I have written
Helped 2 tourists on the bus
Got the 5th module I have been worrying about
1 pleasant conversation with dad
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Feeling more confident about my Maths
can't u see I am using more numbers here…
My pants feel loose-,
it's falling… 26…25…24…
Got 50 bucks from grandpa
1st time wearing a Titus
Tried on my new dress
2 more days to weekend
CNY break is less than 10 days away
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For the sake of our dear family
I will strive on
No matter what
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