Hush X Blush: Gosh, My Crush!

recently

just so recently

there is this pair of guys

which caught my attention

 

their classes are one level above

and they are staying at the same condo

 

what’s more attention grabbing

both of them are always wearing caps

just like mine

that kind of cap i am crazy about

one in grey and

another in red

 

bumped into them like face to face

that was epic

i was stunned

one was without the cap

oh my, he looks delicious still

no balding forehead like mine

 

let’s call them the New Balance Twin Stars

because i came to differentiate them

by the shoes they are wearing

 

the one with the red cap,

is always wearing New Balance grey suede

he got more built

and the one with the grey cap

is always with Lacoste plain white canvas

 

it happened that i bumped into New Balance more often

that i always forgot how does Lacoste looks like already

 

i bumped into him

on the bus

he was sitting right behind

conversing with a new friend he just made

heck.. the girl was trying to flirt with him

asking about girlfriend and that sort of stuffs

and he was all so gentle

 

two days back

he was sitting downstairs at cafeteria

with a bunch of .. haha unknown peeps

when i got back

 

then walking towards my block

heard footsteps behind

i mean it is kinda embarrassing to turn around

managed to catch a glimpse during cornering

 

here you go, it’s him

and we are actually staying at the same block

since i am staying the level 1

there’s no such need to wait for the escalator

what a waste

 

nevermind

at least i know he is my neighbours

heck.. level 2,3,4,5,6,7?

and at least he knows right

since i am using the staircase

it reduces the probability to level 1

 

hey i just met you and

this is crazy

here’s my Unit 1-10, so call me maybe?

 

then Thursday

here he was again

at the school during lunch hour

i was waiting for the 2 p.m. bus actually

hoping that we would end up on the same bus

 

unfortunately

he was heading to class before 2 p.m.

good boy

he is that punctual you see

 

then today

i went to class slightly earlier

because there was an urgent call for group meeting

15 minutes made all the difference

 

usually i was looking down

quickly hunting for seat beside girls

you have no idea

how ridiculously friendly some neighbors'

across the A continent are

they are quite notorious, actually

i mean some, not all

 

oh my gosh

that’s him

that’s him

we were looking right into each other

 

lucky enough to grab a seat

one seat behind across him

throughout the bus journey

my eyes never left

 

he was making another new friend again

a guy this time round, thank goodness

they were exchanging phone number

i stared into the number he keyed in

now i kinda regret

not having a photographic memory

 

then he started flipping his textbook

and reading

<English Unlimited>

 

poor baby

i can make an English tutor for free

personal English tutor

at your doorstep

 

probably it’s just my false impression

caught him looking

that technique i used

the eye cornering peep

that’s too much

just in case he was really looking

i quitted the farming game on my tablet

sitting solemnly

 

don’t grin

don’t blush

look straight

 

20 minutes seem a long journey at times

but this time round

how could time flies just so fast

 

i got a 180 degree side view of his

it’s good enough

 

his metal x digital display watch

his faded yet not ripped pair of jeans

 

his blue pack of cigarette in the black file.. opps

at least it’s that blue one, the mild menthol

 

i can find excuses to like everything about anything i like

i know right

 

his Polo candies, all crumpled already

and yeah

he was eating candy

so that he won’t take so much of cigarette

probably he is a social smoker

just to entertain the friends

that’s why he put it in the file

but not in the pocket you see

 

his muscular arm

under that fitting grey shirt

fitting, yet not tight

 

i couldn’t bear dating someone

with smaller arms and thighs

compared to my big fat juicy drumsticks

it’s humiliating really

 

the two piercings

all-black buttons kind

i couldn’t stand studs and fanciful one

black is fine

especially if it’s on someone

who looks head-to-toe perfectly fine

 

oh by the way

i was thinking of going down the gym

and the pool more often

who knows who knows

 

his pimples on the side forehead..

hey i am having this issue too, incidentally

not the T-zone

but left side of the forehead

 

probably he is worried about his vocab test

just like how i was.. about my Media Law

study group!! study group!!

 

here we were at the school already

he got down before me

but was waiting

 

and i was walking straight

passing by

acting ignorant

 

Friday excitement

at its max!!!

seriously

 

hey i just met you and

this is crazy

here’s my Unit 1-10, so call me maybe?

for some English tutorial?

 

i shall publish only this

i don’t wanna be sue for infringement of privacy

or whatsoever

 

and the other time

where someone i stalked on behalf of somebody else

did actually inbox me the link to my very own blog

demanding for an explanation

he did not mean any harm i guess

but it was gruesome

 

you won’t be so mean right

even if you do

i don’t really mind for real

probably i will go all blushing and run

 

all the best for your English test

oh yeah, reading my blog in one way or another helps

you see, not the perfect grammar

but you may probably pick up some “human” stuffs

not that sort they teach you in that UNLIMITED textbook