Thursday, May 19, 2022

2022/05/19: April

somehow didn’t know 
what to expect for April
have had peaks pre-2020
but is also one of the lowest in 2020
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anyway
we just have to move on
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it wasn’t a busy month 
and I actually dined out a lot 
during lunch hour
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enjoying the perks of 
a not so busy and hence 
probably safer dining space
in various places in town
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but it wasn’t just that easy breezy 
there were at least one day in the week 
where I started work real early 
to catch up on progress 
*
rounds and rounds of experiment 
obviously showed that 
I m more of an early bird 
than night owl
but sometimes both if needed
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have further pushed my early hours 
to as early as 2am 
and getting most things done by 10am
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is my sleep hour messed up?
sleeping and waking up at 2am?
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i was quite trained for it from past travel
but now at the comfort of my own house 
at less I could turn off the aircon 
if it feels too cold 
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but during non peak 
i am usually asleep by midnight 
sometimes with sleep timer on TV 
sign of getting old…
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hosted a 3d2n staycation 
for a very close friend & family 
mainly consisted of eating, tea sipping 
and walking to the next destination 
for more eating
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and then it was soon my birthday
more eating and cakes cutting
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which made me went back to 
strict diet and daily workout routine
since two weeks ago?
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but it feels good 
to feel more disciplined, fitter again 
and occasional indulgence
two different kind of feel good
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