finally managed to handle uncertainties
in a better way in July
there are always uncertainties
the first 6 months pretty well proved it
but no it shouldn’t turn into anxiety
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peak vs off peak
busy vs idle
it could all happen
in a month/ week/ day
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at some point towards the end of the month
was taking time off in a middle of a orchard
picking fruits (which i quite loathe, with thorns)
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received an email
at that moment
i actually wished i shouldn’t have received email
due to poor signal, bad location etc.
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it’s a new task offer
with extra notes that
it’s for a VIP client
so they expect perfect quality
and can’t afford another complaint
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could it be the green surrounding
the birds chirping
i don’t know
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i actually turned out the offer
due to lack of confidence to handle
another VIP tasks
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they asked me to reconsider
saying they could offer more time
and they will also check the work from their side
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but nope, thanks
did i regret the decision?
not really
for a whole month of good night sleep
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