caught 《Gone Girl》 in
theatre last week
it was somehow delayed
but late is better than never
because initially they said
the movie is being banned
what the heck
so it has almost been a week
there is something that caught me
but I can’t properly explain
what that was until
it snapped me this morning
finally able to put it down
in proper words
it is about this part
which I failed to capture in novel
perhaps because I was too
engrossed in the story line
the crime, the ups & downs
it is towards the end of the movie
where there is a summary
about the whole relationship
between Nick and Amy
whereby Nick is looking for a cool girl
and Amy is going after an exciting guy
who can save her from the
deadly mundane life of hers
so they met each other and fell in love
since both are quite alone
and coincidently
both happened to be writers
on top of that
hey this is not too bad since
we have found the right person
who we always want to be with:
the cool girl vs the cute guy
so the situation here is
falling in love with someone
simply because you feel that
the person is capable of becoming
the ideal partner you always
wanna be together with
so the relationship is
basically founded on
idealism and fallacy
and things fall apart
as time goes on
the “true colours” of the partner
becomes more discernable
yeah.. c’mon
she is not ALWAYS the cool girl as
you would have imagined and
no way, girl
there’s no way that
he gonna save you from dead boredom
because his ideal weekend is
“series marathon in boxer”
and you actually can’t
shape each other
into the partner you idolize
there is when things start to
tear apart
so here comes the question:
Option one:
are you willing to accept
the imperfect partner
although he doesn’t fit your
criteria of being the mister right
Option two:
or you would rather wait for
someone who
fits in the description better?
my take would always be the first
since hey man
it doesn’t mean that
you gonna be stuck together forever
once you start dating each other
and every relationship
is making its mark
whether it turns good or bad
you learn through the process
but it has been quite
a long and tiring journey
after all
I don’t even know
who I really wanna be with
and I even starting to
define my future partner in a
denial/negative tone
as long as he is not too ugly
as long as he is not too boring
as long as he is not too annoying
and so on and so forth
but who is he?
let’s see, who next
in the morning
I told a friend that
maybe I just gonna go slow
but no, not really
slow game is never for me
as I always believe in
love at first, second, third sight
beyond that
it is a crashed case
speaking from the point of view
of a “goon girl” who just
survived another crash game
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