this is a crime scene
probably I couldn’t forget
for the rest of my life
was napping
glad to hear birdies chirping
in the kitchen
then there were bumping noise
of the trash bin
probably the birdies were
seeking for food in there
but I doubt there was any
since we segregate our perishable waste
by the time I was awake
and walked to have a look
damn..
what the hell have I done
there was Jessica
the stupid cat eyeing
at a dead bird
if I have woke up to the noise
could have prevented the tragedy
“GO DIE, YOU!!!”
that’s all I can do
she probably sensed my anger
and moved the “corpse” away
quietly feasting at a hidden corner
she did it so fast and
goodness
swept clean
there’s no even bones or something
just some feathers
feathers
that explained why I saw feathers
this is not the first time
she is committing murder in my kitchen
that’s life
unless I am willing to feed her with cat food
each and every meal, every day
I couldn’t prevent this from happening,
could I?
and this is happening
every single second
somewhere around the world
that’s why they thought us
food chain and food web
in science lesson
in the first place,
the rule of survivor is to
eat others, or
be prepared to be eaten
simple as that
stupid bitch
I mean…
who invented the term bitch in the first place
female cat is way more irritating, trust me
don’t ever let me see your face again
Stupid Cat X Stop That: You’re Not My Pet
you peed on someone’s shoe box
(phew, thank goodness it wasn’t mine)
you ransacked my stuffs, right in my room
you hid underneath my bed over and over again
you made love irresponsibly
with that creepy shriek all night long
then expecting us to take care of your offspring
ya that’s the crazy Tom
you were having one-night-stands with
unmistakably
because now that I dug up the photos
your kitty looks exactly like his/her father
and remember
I caught you dating someone else
pool side dating, huh
but animals
that’s what she is
what do I expect
and I wonder if the little fellow is still around
I doubt
the mother giving birth every other season
and if he does
then he would grow up as another bird-killer
sorry
I have never meant to curse you
but please
don’t ever let me do something that
I would feel sorry for
get the hell off when I am around
I have a whole album of almost 100 photos
of Jessica and her family members
it’s unexplainably bitter
