I wake up between 6.30-7.00 am
every morning
then now an added new task
15 minutes, fits in easily
because after the tv broke down
since 6+ months ago
I don’t have anything to do in the early morning really
I started to believe that
this is a annual thing
because last year
it strikes at almost the same period
(yeah Present Tense, since it’s a recurring phenomena)
feb-may, somewhere there
It Persists X Can't Resist: Balding Crisis
then later it was fine
I blamed it on the wrong shampoo
but apparently
now that it has made a come-back
I think the problem is more complicated
than a wrong shampoo
it is a vicious cycle
just like how leaves fall during autumn
and you can’t do nothing to stop them
the solution
interim solution
is to plait my hair everyday
any plait will do
the difference is obvious
as long as the hideous white rail trail
is well hidden
and I was sweeping my floor
on frequent basis everyday
with my slippers and manual pick-up
because I don’t really have a broom
to get rid of the real side of the story
ssshhhhh….. hush hush
just sweep everything under the carpet
everything would be good
when summer comes
yeah.. I think so
and anyway
up till today
people (in my culture at least)
still believe that
people with high forehead line
or balding spot on the forehead
are endowed with wealth
and I choose to believe it so
because I don’t really have a choice, do i?
that’s the common weakness of humans
blindly believes in whatever is to my advantage
and at the same time denying whatever
is on the adverse side
no no.. I am not balding
it’s just the high forehead
anyway.. high forehead and balding spot
are two totally different things, right
but when two are happening at the same time
means…..
balding crisis!!!
and maybe it’s kinda genetic
a few uncles and male cousins on my dad’s side
have got the M forehead
but why me??
moreover, the ironic part is
(oh this sentence sounds so academic)
my hair is virgin
have never perm, dyed, straightened it
not even on short term basis
in that case
can’t imagine if I have really done one of the above
why can people blonde themselves
and decide to go red on the subsequent week
anyway, no matter how bad or good my hair is
going to turn
mark my words,
I would still go green
no artificial modification would be done,
no matter what
as I am always saying
and somehow
waiting up early in the morning
and making myself look good
kinda already determine
how is my mood like for the whole day