I’m Fine

Today I was napping in the library

playing some songs on my phone

Heard this song 一切還好 by Eason

It's so quiet that

I can digest the lyric

Words by words

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I would like to dedicate this song to a person

I have not seen for quite awhile

Who at one point of time

I have been missing

But this feeling has faded away

just like this

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Now what you feel like doing is just to

say hello, how are you doing

See how fine am I doing without you

And look

life has been great for me

And I am glad that

I have made the right decision

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I need a change in life

Something to enlighten my darkened life

Does it only come

after the 4 years entrapment here

Can't imagine it

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6 hours later I am going home

That my only mental and spiritual support

The journey is long

Yet full of anticipation

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But thinking of Sunday

I am coming back to school again

The journey is long…. Endless

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I am in a state of

confusion, depression, disorientation

I need a break

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Sometimes especially in my room

I found that I have a lot of things to do

Yet I am staring into the computer

Don't know what am I supposed to do

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Lying on the bed

unwilling to wake up to face the morning.

This is something that

has never happened to me

In dire need of transformation

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May… it will ultimately come

When will I feel myself again

I don't want to feel happy

I just want to be contented

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Playlist of the Day:

一些還好 / 陳奕迅

人來人往 / 陳奕迅

我們都寂寞 / 陳奕迅

想哭 / 陳奕迅

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