Wednesday, July 3, 2019

2019/07/03: May be like…

It’s so damn fast

when I last wrote this

during final week of May

to wrap up April

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now we are in July

while I still haven’t done

May plus June

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not sure if

there’s anything worth-noting

or i could have messed up

the dates

damn procrastination

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I don’t exactly remember

anything eventful on May

except the fact that

we spent the final week of May in Osaka

pretty much doing nothing

except shopping and eating

besides a day trip to Nara

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and it wasn’t exactly a busy week

so i was pretty much chilling

no I did wake up at 1am

maybe i am too used to this

maybe i don’t remember the details

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anyway

one really memorable event in May

an old man opposite my house passed away

i got him the ambulance

and he didn’t come home again

that kinda struck me hard

so for the whole month

was constantly stuck in this low mood

kept thinking about how unexpected

this was and how i wish

he could be coming home real soon

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can’t say the same for my family

but we did talk about this quite a lot

so i am sure it certainly has

left some impacts over them as well

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loss and grievance is

one of the topics I usually

come across in employee assistance program

now that I know

how important it actually is

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anyway

i didn’t actually look into sales

thank goodness

it closed quite well

before crawling into a

long month in June

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