Thursday, August 31, 2023

2023/08/31: July

finally managed to handle uncertainties

in a better way in July

there are always uncertainties

the first 6 months pretty well proved it

but no it shouldn’t turn into anxiety

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peak vs off peak

busy vs idle

it could all happen

in a month/ week/ day

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at some point towards the end of the month

was taking time off in a middle of a orchard

picking fruits (which i quite loathe, with thorns)

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received an email

at that moment

i actually wished i shouldn’t have received email

due to poor signal, bad location etc.

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it’s a new task offer

with extra notes that

it’s for a VIP client

so they expect perfect quality

and can’t afford another complaint

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could it be the green surrounding

the birds chirping

i don’t know

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i actually turned out the offer

due to lack of confidence to handle

another VIP tasks

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they asked me to reconsider

saying they could offer more time

and they will also check the work from their side

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but nope, thanks

did i regret the decision?

not really

for a whole month of good night sleep

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