let me take some time to
mourn over a 1k USD worth of project
which flew into my window
but kinda disappeared because
i was too tired and slept early
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had a super long day yesterday
started at 4:15 am
and working none stop for
almost 12 hours before
i paused for late lunch
cum early dinner
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so i was already in bed
by 8 something and
fell asleep before 10 am
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waking up at 6am
to find that
a large volume (easy) task
landed in my email on 11pm
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damn
6am was like too late
already assigned to
someone else
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what can i do with
1k USD
one month living expense
one week trip to somewhere near
one easier month as
there is less pressure on sale
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anyway what to do
i have my phone all the time
even if i am travelling
not because i am
a social media addict
but given incidents as such
from time to time
you can totally understand
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damn
from now on
even sleeping early
gives me a sense of guiltiness
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anyway
to make myself feel better
i mean not getting 1k
is better than forking out 1k
for some damage done
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it’s like landed on a lucky space
but ended up with nothing
instead of landed on an unlucky space
and ended up with a penalty
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i am not not lucky enough
but not unlucky
right
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