I quitted the job
which supposed to last me for three month
3 weeks + 1 day
at least I stayed until
the press con is over alright
I think I will break down if
I were to continue all the way
until the finale during the 31st Dec
but I already broke down pretty badly
crying uncontrollably and
for a couple of rounds
and at least ten people saw
including the hotel porter who
opened the door for me
I guess it’s a fixed pattern
everything I does
since choice of high school
to A-level exams, undergraduates course
any jobs I landed on
I have to make the second attempt
in order to get it right
after a good night sleep
everything is back on track again
marketing survey..
feel like I have been out of touch with the world
for such a long time
it feels good to be back again
let’s see what we got today
for my friend,
no wait a minute
now I have two friends who are Kitty collector
and the latter is beyond a fan,
more of a freak
anything you have it
she got the Kitty version,
including two Lomo cameras
oh mine
these are so cute!!
then I realized pirate and sailor Patrick
are not the right match, actually
Superspongebob
if there is one major sneaker which I
have not owned
it’s Converse
because I belongs to the other camp, i.e: Vans
sorry it’s just the obstinate mind
just like I will still buy iPhone 7, later on I mean
even though Samsung S-V is way better
anyway
this slogan is damn cool
discovered something
okay not something I am dying to own
but..
actually quite practical
because I noticed my housemate was
drying up bikini top all the time at the balcony
then she told me
plain bikini top like this
can be worn as a tube as well
yeah, why hasn’t I thought of this before
and this comes with removable straps
so when you want it to look
like a bikini top, it is still one
but one thing for sure
I won’t buy bikini set
while shopping with my Papa
although we are so close
never mind I will make a trip solo
as soon as possible
loot of the day
incepting my dad to buy Rip Curl
though there is like a mis-match of age group
I think I am trying to impose
what I wish my future spouse on my dad
I can give you ten reasons
why I left the job
but looking back
there’s no one solid reason
why should I stay on
therefore maybe leaving is a better option
damn what an emo way
to conclude the resignation
as if writing a love letter
after all the serious machine life
suddenly feel like I am a human again
eg:
remember how I was loving the room
but that lasted for three days
then I was forced to move out
because someone of way higher status
needs a room
and I landed here as my room
no, I mean sleeping place
but that’s not the main motivation, still
I mean demotivation
do I really have to bitch about
ex-supervisors and ex-company
I don’t feel like doing that,
never mind
never mind
leave all the shitty story aside
anyway I got two other interviews to attend
one is tomorrow
wish me luck
Jason is probably right
because we are “only human”
what ever setback there is
follow your heart
because he knows better
what you want and need
yes by the way
my heart is a “him”
a headstrong boy
who always believe in
her own way of doing things