it’s has been awhile…
i am still struggling
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growing fatter and fatter
all pants are tight than ever
getting lazier and lazier
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it’s already week 9
i had only spent 2 Sundays in the dorm
one was before essay due
one was before mid-term exams
the rest, i was having fun shopping or at home
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it was terrible
when i was staring blankly into the paper
looking at the clock
didn’t know how to solve
a single question for Micro
12 out of 30 marks, all gone
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it was even more terrible
when i could nap for almost 4 hrs
yet still slept at 10pm at night
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i hate the sight of books
just don’t feel like studying anymore
and have came up with the permanent solution
that i won’t do Honours year
but if i am continuing to fall deeper into the slump
the choice is not on me
i won’t even qualify to do Honours
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i just want to finish my uni asap
and go out to work
fulfil the 3 years tuition grant thingy
repay the loan
save money for my projects
and that’s all
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i tried to motivate myself
but none of the methods worked
told my parents the truth
i have given up hope on myself
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2 1/2 sems to go
just strive on
don’t give up hope
because i am already half-way through
don’t waste your time
and end up with nothing at all
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please wake up…
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