快到三點了
我不想睡覺
可能下午睡到太舒服了
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最近一直在903聽到
Kay《港女的幸福星期日》
很好聽 歌詞也是很生動
eric kwok + wyman
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看看我自己的星期日又是怎樣的呢
有一點霧的星期日早上
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我的宿舍後面的美麗公寓
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八點了 決定去跑步
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繼續前進
*
圖書館外面
*
回來了 宿舍外面的高級住宅
*
我的午餐, steam sandwich, 很像在享用high tea
*
看了一個由鄭丹瑞阿旦主持的節目 Home Sweet Home
訪問了林海峰林曉峰林珊珊三姐弟 還有他們的父母
很不錯的節目
過後坐到床上去繼續看
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化腐朽為神奇
*
我的床單在外面享受日光浴
*
Ms Elle… 我的電腦 Stan 也是睡午覺
*
我也是要睡午覺了…
*
下午茶糖水 chinese barley…
港女的幸福星期天 / 謝安琪
並無驚喜 不必太傳奇
任由新地 隨便到沒禁忌
凡事志在興起 平淡卻是最美
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first of all,
a caution to every lovely reader
who is currently reading till this line
*
this post is not about my crazy shopping again
this is something serious
something relevant to economics
*
today is kinda special
but i don’t know why is it so
*
went jogging again in the morning
didn’t go to the library in the morning
slacking in the room
do some assignments
and trying out my dresses, haha
had a nice nap in the afternoon
*
and suddenly felt like
wearing skirt to school today
for the entire 8 months in NUS
I have never worn a skirt to school before
*
the reason being is troublesome
arts faculty is hilly,
quite a lot of staircase to climb
i always sit crossed-leg
(the meditation way) in class
sometimes a leg even stretched
across to the chair opposite
in the library (the kopitiam way)
underneath the table of course
*
today i wore this skirt to class
and on my way back
I was thinking about my pretty dresses again
oh my god I am so obsessed with them
*
then my thought was diverted
back to the skirt i was wearing
this skirt I got from Padini
it cost me something like rm 100,
*
gosh i was horrified by this thought
can’t you see the link?
this simple skirt can buy me 4 cheaper dresses…
*
the opportunity cost is 1:4
and this is not even something branded
it is just a new arrival at Padini
*
i want to clarify that it’s not that
i would not support made in Malaysia
i would not buy from Padini anymore
i wanna show off i can afford a rm 100 skirt
*
rather the main points here are
i have grown through my shopping journey
i have learnt to apply economics theory in life
i have came to accept that it is not necessary to buy branded stuffs all the time
*
even though i myself doubted
i would not buy any branded stuff again
*
i got quite a lot of treasures
to bring back home tomorrow
*
why do i have to bring everything home?
show it to my dear family
have already showed them the photos
*
let my sis pick one of the dresses
she can have it, i don’t mind
but i doubt my own generosity
i will give up the black one i guess
*
will hang them in my wardrobe nicely
a nice warm welcome to them
to my wardrobe before i wear them
*
will try them out again
in front of the big mirror and
experiment with different mix and matching
*
this is also an issue of accountability
i have the responsibility not to
hide from my parents on
how i spend my pocket money
*
will wash them thoroughly
and expose them under the sun
before i wear them
i can imagine how wonderful it is
to see 6 dresses hanging
swinging to and fro under the sun
especially my summer dresses
*
p.s.
sorry mom
i never intend to give you extra work
i will wash them on my own
*
can’t you see,
i am a prudent, wise consumer.
i used to be wise too
but now wiser than ever….
*
cheers
*
it’s 9 hours actually
i am going out at 7am
things i have to do within
the 9 hours before i leave
*
wash my MNG sweater
i know bout 60 earth hours
but i gonna leave my fan on for 2 days
otherwise my sweater will stink
*
mop the floor
this week observed less hair on the floor
*
pack up my treasures
expect difficulty to fit them all in a bag
*
pack up the other usual stuffs
list already compiled
*
finish watching Big Winter Melon 12
it ain’t loading well now
*
have a decent hairwash and thorough blow-dry
enjoy a cup of Milo
and lastly to unplug Ms. Elle
forgot to unplug her twice
and she got dehydrated
*
I am here to tell a real life story
finished Maths quiz
feeling quite good actually
cause can manage the quiz and the class exercise
and weekend is around the corner
the best part is I am going home
*
today nothing attracted me
or tempted me to go shopping
on my own initiative
went to the science foyer
“”let’s go see where there are nice clothes"
“I regretted I only got 1 dress last week”
*
wow, $10 dresses again
wait, lemme go withdraw money first
I thought I shall keep as little cash in my purse
to avoid shopping
but apparently this doesn’t work
since the ATM is just 10 steps away
*
Rationale to get four dresses
my sis birthday is near
she said if I spot nice clothes
I may buy for her
if she doesn’t want any
I CAN KEEP FOR MYSELF
*
couldn’t find something like these
back in Melaka
will keep my hands off shopping for
a very long time (I doubt)
*
exam is near, need extra motivation
I hardly go out to shop (which is quite true)
*
practicing what I have learnt from Becky
global warming
we should go for simple dresses
the dresses can be transformed into
semi-skirts too
mix and match with some tops
*
can make good use of my piling tank tops
but i gonna get some white simple shirt
i don’t have any
*
good substitutes for Roxy
which cost rm200 or even more
*
loots of the day
*
Loot Summary of the Week
*
Conclusion:
I am a dress addict already
6 dresses in a week
*
haha haha
today Ripples is here again
grabbed another pair of the stripe one
pink colour
that day pink one only left 2
didn’t look very nice, a bit faded
*
today there are quite a lot
lovely lovely
tomorrow i gonna try wearing
if comfortable
I am going to grab two more pairs
*
advantages of buying two pairs
collection makes me feel proud
can wear different colour on each feet
just spoilt my nose sandals 2 weeks ago, back up
ori price is $15.90, so much discount
*
when I are buying same design of an item
of different colour
then I realize
I am having a bout of Shopping fever….
*
how much I have bought within these few weeks
* pants
* dress
* perfume
* flip flops
* more dress
*
but all are great bargains
I’m unlike Becky
Saturday go back home
hope can go shopping again
nothing beats shopping at a familiar place
*
我愛你 / 盧廣仲
雖然起初我覺得他有點 nerd
很搞笑
*
但是他唱這首歌
幾好聽下的
可能我會從此像喜歡方大同這樣
開始欣賞他?
I dunno…
*
我愛你 / 王菲
買點就是她花很久沒有出新歌了
這首歌不是最新錄制的
我第一次看林夕寫這麼短的詞
但是無論什么詞
王菲唱就是這么有魔幻感覺
*
我愛你 / S.H.E.
原曲 美國女子組合 Sweetbox
我記得我曾經跟同學講過
這首歌很好聽
*
記憶中
我很像從來沒有講過 S.H.E. 的歌好聽
第一首《戀人未滿》還 Okay 啦
起初感覺蠻特別的
就是Ella獨唱的部份
有嘗試聽她們的歌
陶吉吉作曲的《落大雨》
但是還是不是怎樣
就除了這首
*
Ella 你怎么這么 man
但是我最喜歡你的聲音
*
你會用哪裡一種方式來說我愛你呢?
盧廣仲的激昂?
王菲的瀟灑?
S.H.E. 的悲情?
*
p.s.
凱雲同學很久沒有聯絡了
我記得你很喜歡王菲的
我們幾時再聊音樂聊八卦?
*
Today
boring Thursday
a not going-home weekend
finished Maths lesson at Science
*
saw a few girls carrying Ripples bags
Erm, told Abi
I wonder if there is any Ripples sales downstairs
she said ripples hardly has sales
since the price already so low
usually less than $20 a pair
*
for those who are not familiar with Ripples
it is a specialist in flip flop
Singaporean brand
so it’s considered a quite affordable brand
compared to Havaianas, or
my fav QuikSilver / Roxy
*
went to Science Foyer
Saw the price banner $ 9.90
oh, sounded quite ok
let’s go take a look
wow, can’t believe it
it’s $9.90 for 2 pairs
*
so we just went around searching and searching
actually I am not a great fan of flipflops
especially those very very light one
*
I am quite a clumsy person
wearing those light flipflops
there will be a risk of tripping over
or other embarrassing accidents
*
among all the light flipflops
found this one, it’s cloth-texture
looks very nice
stripe-motif, one of my favourite
*
planned to get 2 pairs
but the pink one
it’s a lil’ bit faded
so finally shared with Abi
each person 1 pair
*
now I kinda regretted la
a lil bit of colour faded
wearing on foot,
who will notice wor
should have get 2 pairs!!!
*
but never mind,
it’s ok
sharing great bargains with friend
it’s a good deed
don’t you think so
*
even the Shopaholic’s book 4
is titled “Shopaholic and sister”
I am just about to start reading it
maybe it’s about Becky shopping with Suze
*
as the old saying goes, sharing is caring
but on the other hand,
I can buy another pair or two
to share with my sis,
sharing is caring.
*
Erm, I plan to go again tomorrow
I want to go again..
but still got meh?
*
such a great deal
saw a guy phoning his gf or whoever
buying on behalf of her
*
I discover shopping is contentious
I will never stop at one item
walked about
and…
saw a stall
all items for $10
*
I like the flowery pattern dress
and another girl was buying quite a lot
she said buy for her friend
must be have bought from here before
a returning satisfied customer
*
and the salesperson said
today is the last day she is doing business here
went through the dresses
found this plain one
not bad
it is quite elegant
*
and this dress is for SOS purpose
who knows suddenly
someone asks me out for a concert
or a dinner at a high-street restaurant
(dreaming……)
*
I am so like Becky now
finding excuses for shopping
rationalize my own crime
*
then wandered to another stall
selling t-shirt
hand-painted shirt
so lovely
and some promo items
3 for $10
those normal normal T-shirts
*
but i kept to my vow
of not buying plain-T anymore
luckily can kept to my vow
recalling those tees i have home
*
I love in-campus shopping
great bargain
some variety
with companion
familiar environment
without travelling
*
最近的連續劇
本來興致勃勃要看學警狙擊
前面那兩集我都有追
很喜歡鐘立文了
但是看了一集
就覺得很沒有興趣要追了
*
我也不懂為什麼
最近看劇都半途而廢
我最後最後看完整的劇
應該是《溏心風暴》
不是《家好月圓》 是大鮑細鮑那個哦
《家好月圓》看了十多集 宣告放棄
*
之前也是有期待《珠光寶氣 》
但是看到二十集
也沒有再追下去了
*
原因可能如下
時間很緊逼
沒有同伴一起追劇的那種樂趣了
生活壓力已經很大了
對這種打打殺殺的劇情反感
現在連續劇從Youtube下載
來得容易 反而不珍惜了
*
但是過後反而看了《大冬瓜》
覺得不錯
雖然不是我首選的cast
不過劇情蠻幽默的
老實講我很久沒有看TVB的古裝劇了
*
例如那些《搜神傳》 和《少年四大名捕》
我覺得應用科技太過火了
很假的感覺
*
雖然現在什么高清加3D
卻不及當年的感動和歡笑
懷念起一些以前的古裝喜劇
*
昨天才找到看了一集《金玉滿堂》
劇情很深刻
還有上個拜六看了《男親女愛》
還有回到那種人人都在追《西遊記》的年代
呦(Yo)！取西經！使乜驚呀！
天天流口水的豬八戒
蜘蛛精
白骨精
牛魔王
還有那個很好笑的雞精
*
還有另外一點
為什麼我會想念這些劇
是因為一家人一起看劇的感覺
和在宿舍一個人看
真的很不同
*
尤其是我爸爸很少看港劇
這幾部是他少有看的
我懷念的…
*
Introducing my Rice Cooker, Ms. Elle
*
Her Biodata
-Power: 750W
-Capacity: 1.8 L
-With Tempered Glass Lid
-Auto Cooking & Keep Warm Function
-1.2mm thickness Non Stick black colour Inner Pot
-Aluminium Steam Tray
-Dimension (cm): 27.5 (L) x 27.5 (W) x 28.0 (H)
-Gross Weight: 2.82 kg
*
1st time working with Ms. Elle
homemade organic mantou
with wolfberries and raisins and etc
one day i gonna learn how to make my own too
*
2nd day, barley tong sui
but no sui (water)…
and i didn’t put in tong (sugar) too
so let’s just call this boiled barley
attempt again on the 3rd day
*
but my mama said cannot eat this every day
so stopped cooking it again for the time being
actually I am not a great fan of
chinese barley
*
but i discover if it is well-cooked
it can taste nice too
not forgetting the nutrition values
in each and every spoon of this barley
*
today, boiling.. boiling
*
it’s done….
my rice….
i never know it will form such a lovely
symmetry pattern
*
what I ate with my rice…
chicken floss and roasted ikan bilis
rice has never tasted that nice, soft and warm before
*
apart from this is my own d.i.y creation
it’s because I soaked the rice
for the whole day since 8am
each piece of rice is penetrated with softness
i love cooking
*
am i not brilliant?
the rice is just sufficient
to fill up my mug
these are the supplies I got…
*
later when i am cooking on daily basis
will go shopping each week for fresh supplies
rule # 2 of self-revaluation
thank you, ms. elle
thank you, mom
thank you, those cooking blogs i have consulted
*
like yesterday
finished class at science
passed by the perfume booth
60% off
then Abi suggested
let’s go and have a look
*
that’s the trap
once I take a look
then i doubt i will leave empty-handed
*
not bad.. lots of brands for sales
called up my sis
cause i saw the Moschino and Versace one
she has been using
*
i know it’s kinda bad to phone up her
talking about perfume
she is still “mourning”
but that’s what a sister for right…
shopping network
*
so she said just pick any for her
she trusted my taste
got one Versace Baby Rose Jeans 1.7oz for her
she said that one was ok
*
the other one Versace Red Jeans
I was tempted to buy
cause it’s very cheap
2.5oz for $ 25
the Baby Rose is $ 20
*
actually they are more or less the same
but Red Jeans is 82% and Baby Rose is 75%
*
i been smelling too much of perfume
that i couldn’t differentiate
which is which
now i am kinda confused..
*
whether i am getting these for my sis
or for myself…
a good question to ponder upon
ok she can take 1 back to her house
another one leave it at home
and we shall share…
*
erm, I like this too
just that the design is not too
fancy looking
it is really refreshing
but it costs $ 55
next time perhaps
*
this is what i was always targeting for
but i didn’t see it there
deliciously fruity
*
i noticed lots of Paris Hilton collection there
obviously it is not selling so well
*
well officially annoucement
I am penetrating into a new market
for shopping….
welcome to the world of perfume
*
some words of caution
I remember my Chemistry teacher,
Ms Lim said
perfume is actually very cheap ester
so they are just made expensive
by packaging and adverts
so beware
*
today finished econs tutorial…
walking with Chong Hui towards the library
as usual, there were lots of booth selling stuffs there
but i wasn’t really attracted to them
*
a lady was displaying some clothes
then Chong Hui said,
Hey, a white top
i need it for my dance
then the lady said this is only for $2
second-hand clothes
there were some new clothes as well
*
so she picked out 3 tops and 1 pants
and tried it at the toilet
i waited for her lo
and she kept asking me
are you sure you don’t want to buy anything
*
thinking…
erm… $ 5 for a pair of pants
not bad what
so i decided to get a pair of pants too
hers is pink, mine is blue
*
then i spotted this dress Chong Hui was holding just now
it is fancy-looking
it only costs $15,
it’s not second hand
not bad i think
*
it’s better than i go get a Roxy one
so i decided to grab it as well
after trying …. in the toilet
*
the back view
*
we ended up walking happily to the library
with shopping bags
it’s a greenbag
from a fashion label @ Orchard Road
I thought I gonna end up with
black gross-looking rubbish bag.. lol
what do you expect from a stall
*
however this is a trap
that means next time
i will pay more attention
to those booth
which are available almost everyday
*
yesterday just talked about
self-evaluation vs self-improvement
today i was shopping
but however I was shopping wisely
that’s the point
i have come to accept 2nd hand clothes
i have bought a $15 dress instead of Roxy
*
anyway…
life is great when you get to shop
but do remember to shop wisely
*
p.s.
to Xiao Hua
you said you are not bothered about what I bought
but how much i have spent
I have spent $20 only…
haha
*
那天星期六要回家的時候
早上六點多吧
聽到《西崎公園》
Jessie的《一千零一夜》
她講了一個讓我停下來想想的故事
*
從前有一個女子
她有很好的家庭背景
樣貌 經濟 一切 都很不錯
她的愛好就是扮美美和 shopping
還有扮高傲
*
有一次她愛上了一個男孩
她心裡想
我要有矜持
我條件那麼好
那個男生一定會看上我的
*
但是一天一天過去了
那個男生並沒有看上他
她看見那個男生每次和一個樣貌平凡的
女生在一起 有說有笑
*
她看了又生氣又妒忌
心想這個女生的條件
樣樣都不比她強
為什麼那個男生又會看上她呢
*
她很生氣
就每天不斷繼續打扮 shopping
希望一天那個男生能看上她
*
這就是自我估值和自我增值的區分了
自我估值者：提高自己的地位 要高高在上
自我增值者：不斷學習 不斷和四週的人交朋友
*
女孩們
停下來 想想
你是哪一類型呢?
*
找到這篇蠻好的文章
《女人自我增值的22種訣竅 》
《時尚生活》life.icxo.com
（日期：2005-10-25 14:47）
要真正做一個成功的女性，在兼顧內外之余，少不了會碰上情緒不佳之時，這裡爲你提供享受生活的秘方。幫你天天輕松自在，做事更加得心應手。
希望你不要放過身邊唾手可得的快樂催化劑。現今的女性，往往身兼多職，扮演著好太太，好媽媽，好員工，好上司，此外也是好女兒，好媳婦種種不同的角色。
雖然如此，一樣也難不倒你們，在忙得不可開交之際，卻還不忘進修，提升競爭力，多樣角色都兼固周到，如果少點毅力和耐力還真沒辦法勝任。
另外，作爲女性，除了經常學習武裝自己之外，亦更加不能不懂得打扮，經常保持最佳狀態見人，要做個成功女性，內外兼固才算完美。因此花點心思，把自己打扮得體，可算是自我增值的一種最簡捷方法。
1.快樂記事薄：養成每天寫日記的習慣，記下每天的快樂心情，使你快樂的人物和地點，心血來潮時就拿出來重溫快樂時光，（日日是好日，年年是好年。）留住生活中美好的時光，千萬不要將不愉快的情緒留到明天。
2.到超市購物：試試每逢星期天，就到超市大肆采購一番，將冰箱裝得滿滿的，以富足快樂的心情，迎接每個星期的第一天。
3.計劃一星期的打扮：用相機拍下自己擁有的每一雙鞋子的（長相），貼在鞋盒的顯眼處，並于星期天安排好下個星期的服飾搭配，如此就不需要每天一早起床，爲當天要穿哪件衣服而傷腦筋，省下來的時間就可以不慌不忙地享用美味的早餐，或花些時間做臉部按摩運動了。
4.善用數字感：習慣數字帶給你的興奮，利用數字帶來的推動力讓自己慢慢進步，就算今天比昨天只多做了一、兩下的仰臥起坐，也能帶給你小小的快樂及成就感，畢竟一想到今天的我將會比昨天更接近KEEP FIT的目標，那種快樂是無法形容的。
5.找尋最新資訊：每日利用一小時的時間，打開電腦浏覽喜歡的網站，在你吸取無邊的知識之余，又可享受比別人早一步發現新知的樂趣。
6.日行一善：不論是扶老婆婆過馬路，在公司裡幫同事們一點點小忙，或是在辦公室制造歡樂氣氛，都算是好事，這會使你一整天都擁有一個快樂的好心情。
7.善于利用時間：試著不要在固定時間守在電視機前，不妨將你喜歡的節目預錄下來，有空的時候再播出來看，享受那趕走廣告的駕馭感，畢竟新時代的女性，有需要成爲一位時間管理專家，才能讓你感受到有效率善用時間的樂趣。
8.不同主題的日子：依照你喜歡的方式，爲自己精心計劃一星期的特定日子，譬如是打球日、逛街日、約會日、睡覺日、學習日、積極快樂地享受每一天。
9.在家尋寶：你一定有過有時發現家中某種東西不翼而飛，但日子久了也就不了了之，然後無意間在一次的打掃中它突然出現在你眼前，那種在家尋寶失而複得的心情真的很開心。而且定期清理舊東西，讓家裡窗明幾淨，空氣流通，也有除舊迎新增加能量的功效。有時也會有不大不小的意外的收獲。
10.夢想剪貼圖：專家說過，沒有設定目標的人，就永遠到達不到目標。將你的理想、目標視覺化，以圖片的方式，剪貼在大卡紙上，有空就拿出來欣賞，圖片看多了，可以刺激我們努力的去達成某個目標，讓你早日享受夢想成真的滿足感
11.偶爾節制一下：你一定很懷念小時候等待過年的興奮心情，因爲只有在過年時才有足夠的壓歲錢，可以買心中很想擁有的東西。長大後的我們可以隨時買到自己需要的東西，可以已經完全不懂得珍惜自己身邊擁有的，也忘了什麽叫得來不易，不妨訓練自己在發薪水的那個星期才購物，平常的日子便感受一下節制的樂趣，找回那份童年的回憶。
12.早起的樂趣：找一天一大清早起床，感覺一下(衆人皆睡我獨醒)的優越感，早睡早起，頭腦清醒精神爽，心情自然也會快樂舒暢。試著培養早起一小時的好習慣，你不但會多了寶貴的甯靜時間及充裕的精力，你也一定會愛上那早晨恬靜清新的感受。
13.儲蓄樂：買個漂亮的小豬錢箱放在你的辦公室桌上，作爲你旅遊、買大衣或做善事的基金，每天喂它一次，會帶給你細水長流的快樂。
14.養只小寵物：爲自己買棵小盆栽或養個小動物，它會使你心情愉快，而在你的悉心照顧下，看著它一天一天的長大，你一定會體會到經過付出而獲得收獲的快樂。
15.自我增值：定期上不同且對自己有益的興趣班和訓練課程，體驗一下不同領域帶來的學習樂趣和成就感，只要忙得充實有意義，你的每一種興趣也會帶給你不同程度的成就感。
16.經常保持愉快的心境： 女爲悅己者容，每天花一小時的時間寵愛自己，投資在自己身上是應該的。每星期定好養顔滋補的時間表，吃燕窩、補品、維他命丸，做面膜……讓自己隨時都保持在最佳狀態，眼看著自己一天比一天迷人，怎能不叫你心花怒放，但是別忘了，再怎樣地善待自己，最重要的還是經常保持著愉快的心境，才能收到事半功倍的美容效果。
17.享受天倫樂：家人永遠是你最重要的精神支柱，好好珍惜及培養和他們的關系，定期爲自己安排喜歡的家庭活動，有了家人親切的支持，做起事來都必定更加起勁。不跟父母同住的朋友們，平日雖然不能常抽空見他們，下班後可別忘了打個電話問候他們。
18.享受音樂：辛苦工作後，利用短暫的休息時間，聽聽自己喜歡的音樂，好好地獎賞自己一番，陶醉在優美的音樂旋律中，就算是只有短短的十分鍾時間，也能幫你松弛疲勞，帶給你不可思議的美妙感受。
19.休假的藝術：在不用上班的日子裡，你也可以過得既浪漫又有效率，如果不想讓假日空白，平時就應該做好休假的規劃，利用周末的時間，做你平日想做又一直沒有時間做的事，讓自己過一個價值又豐盛的周末。
20.想像快樂：人類的潛能是非常奇妙的，好好運用我們的第六感和意志力，樂觀進取地想著經過努力後所帶來成功的美好情景，讓自己經常有著正面的思想，他會在不知不覺中使你越來越接近成功。
21.愛情的魔力：經常跟愛侶分享生活上的喜悅、生活中的點點滴滴，在對方沮喪或不開心時給予適當的慰籍與關懷，不但能使彼此之間的愛情更加滋養，更可激勵我們不斷向上。
22.不要忘記快樂：樂觀的人容易遇上有趣的事，如果你常常不開心，可能你已忘了快樂的節奏感。只要你常到使你快樂的地方，再花點心思，留意周圍的事物，你不難發現一些令人開心的事物，其實快樂是無處不在的，只是一直被我們忽略了！你一定聽說過，笑口常開的人比較容易青春常駐，想要長春不老，就別忘了一定要常保持樂觀進取的態度，積極快樂地過每一天。
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今日 Playlist:
夠不夠 / 方大同
為何 / 古巨基
姿色份子 / 謝安琪
塑膠玫瑰 / 謝安琪
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1.50 pm about to leave library to go for tutorial
as usual go to toilet first
went down the staircase
left my bag at the corner
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5 mins later i came out
OMG my bag was gone
then i went down the staircase and searched
that is a dead-end
so basically people who walked past here
are only girls who are using the toilet
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not around
began to get panic
went up, saw a girl there
asked her, she got no idea
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then wandered around
in the midth of the book shelves
i found…
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at a corner
that was my sweater on the floor
obviously someone had ransacked my bag
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but to my surprise
my stuff are all still intact
my phone, my PDA
maybe they are too out-dated
not worth stealing
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my purse?
then i remembered
oh today i forgot to bring my purse out
what a close shave
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the incident is just too strange
to happen on me
i analyzed the whole thing
still couldn’t find a right explanation
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Could it be
- a thief
- a stalker
- a mischief-maker
- karma because I always hid others’ thing
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pretty lucky that nothing has gone missing
but i really don’t feel like carrying my bag
into the toilet
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i’ll still put my bag outside
but shorten the time
I spent in front of the mirror
and zip up my bag all the time
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Live High / Khalil Fong X Jason Mraz
Jason Mraz live in HK / 2009.03.02
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夠不夠 / 方大同 X 蕭敬騰
蕭敬騰同名專輯新歌發佈會 / 2008.07.06
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It Might You / 方大同 X 王若琳
勁歌金曲 / 2009.02.14
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How Deep Is Your Love / Khalil Fong X Soler
勁歌金曲 / 2009.02.14
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My Heart Will Go On / 方大同 X 謝安琪
未来演唱会Wonderland Live 2008 / 2008.03.30
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If I Ain’t Got You / 方大同 X 謝安琪
未来演唱会Wonderland Live 2008 / 2008.03.30
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Somewhere Over the Rainbow / 方大同 X 盧廣仲
Dream a Little Dream/ 方大同 X 盧廣仲
雲妮鍾情盧廣仲對啊！對啊！All Day Breakfast party / 2008.10.11
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As Time Goes by 春風吹 安靜 / 方大同 X 薛凱琪
薛凱琪加州紅903 811熱火樂團演唱會 / 2005.08.11
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something is stressing me up
feel like escaping from here then
i will start analysing
what are the issues bothering me
list them out then
find solutions one by one
then at the end of the day i'll be fine
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sometimes just croon some simple tune
I think I like this song
《不呼不吸幾多秒 》/ Fiona Sit
Like its rhyme
and it’s again
composed by Khalil
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I don’t hate Fiona actually
I just don’t want her to be Khalil’s gf
that’s all
they can continue to collaborate
as much as they want to
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if really can't find solution
lie on the bed and
do what i am always good at
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- a hot drink
- some munchable snack
- an ebook
- some music
- then have a decent nap
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life is brighter after that
last strategy…
run home….
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Playlist of the Day:
最後只好躺下來 / 黃力行
RunAway / 陶吉吉
拍膊頭 / 軟硬天師
Wow / 郭偉亮
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a lazy morning don't feel like doing anything
time for some reflections
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in the morning, Jessie @ 903
discussed how true we are to ourselves
try to wrap up what i have absorbed
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---90 percent of people out there
do not enjoy what they are doing now
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we are not always true to ourselves
our actions are always influenced by
- parents
- money
- time constraint
- social stigma and norm
- people around you
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we wear a mask around
wearing the mask, I lose myself
removing the mask, I lose you
(quote from a book)
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what do you want to achieve in life?
earn loads money
hence, we become the slaves of money
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back to myself
hanging around here
I am not even doing what I like
I don’t quite like Econs
at this point of time
especially statistics
but I don’t have a choice now
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still happily surfing college websites
looking for LLB programs offered
ok, 7 years down the road
I shall give myself a second alternative
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but maybe i have already
wasted my youth away
doing things I don’t really like
and struggle along the way
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I don’t know how
changing major is an option
but what to major in?
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can easily choose another major
but once again
- how is the job prospect
- how would it worry your parents
- how would the others view you
- how much time can you afford to waste
- how much money you are throwing away
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here is a tentative plan
- I work hard to finish off my 3 years + here
- get a job to pay off my loan and serve my bond
- then save enough money to do a LLB degree
- go UK to finish off this degree
- I wanna go back home
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but time is the factor
by the time i finish step 2
i am most probably 27 to 28 already
provided that i can clear the 50k loan
provided that i can find a job
so the possibility of carrying out this plan
is almost nil
False hope = No hope
what would I want to entertain myself
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underneath my skin
there is my heart
i can heart it is beating
but it doesn’t have its own rhyme anymore
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it is just surviving
for the sake of surviving
I am doing things
for the sake of doing
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