Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Just Say Hi X Don’t Deny: I Am Suddenly Shy

okay this ain’t no secret

continuation from the episode yesterday

the crush I had at school

today we had four hours of classes together

 

and since yesterday

I was all resolute to wear this baby blue top

hahaha.. I just don’t know why 

because I think I will bump into him

wearing baby blue too

baby blue top x nautical tank

 

in the morning

he walked in

unfortunately he was not wearing any baby blue

anyway he looked good in that grey flannel x black hoody

 

I pretended nothing as usual

so he said hi to his buddy sitting beside me

then my besties beside

as usual

nudged me and sarcastically saying

“OMG, did you see, he just punched Azlif

he is so cute….”

 

no I didn’t see anything

she can’t make it anymore obvious, can her

she was casually playing with my camera

plus zooming in to him at the background

even the blinds can see what she is doing

P1050132

 

class was done at 11 A.M.

so we hanged out at the corner as usual

until he sent in a message to ask my buddy about class

and we started flirting!!

 

not exactly

nice… people were flirting on behalf of me

handsomenesslicious??i am so dead

 

so I was suddenly flirting with him

goodness me

who was I supposed to see him in an hour time

 

so it was time to go to class

he was sitting elsewhere

then moved to the seat behind me

chill.. chill

he wanted to discuss project with the dude sitting behind

 

but the bitches besties of mine

interpreted this as an opportunity for me

but I was just too shy okay

I didn’t even dared to look at him

just pretended nothing

talking in a group as usual

 

damn.. why can’t the lecturer started the lesson

as usual

too bad this is a consultation session

where everyone took turn to talk to her in front

regarding the results we were getting so far

 

the bitches kept sending eye signals all over

no way.. I seriously don’t know what to do

 

“Steph.. can I borrow your iPad please”

“One minute.. I finish my planting first”

that was the only thing I remembered

I told him like face-to-face

 

after class we hanged out at the corridor

for awhile

he noticed the “watch” and the burn on my wrist

 

okay I left my watch at home

but still I kept looking at my wrist

so that’s what I did

my new watch

 

and the bitches

they were giggling at a corner

and almost on the verge of leaving

no way.. I can’t be left alone with him

therefore I fled with them

 

casually browsing Facebook

can’t help diverting to the profile

I still did not have the gut to add as friend

wondering should I now?

Is it time to add him him already?

 

and great…

fingers around just rushed to click “Add AS Friend”

until this moment then I realized

the disadvantage of surfing Facebook with iPad

and there is no Undo to friendship request

 

okay I thought this is the end for today

30 minutes later

 

two text messages

from an unknown number

 

FIrst

“Hye Steph:-)”

 

Second

“I forgot to mention earlier, this is fadzlie btw”

 

so cute of him..

lol I forgot how many times

have I used this word on him

 

I was smiling with excitement

typing a reply

while Smurfing

that’s my problem

I always took time to reply to message

and that ruined it all

 

the reply from my diligent secretary

went as below

“Hi fadzli..where did u get my number?

Whats up? :)”

 

soon a prompt reply from him

“Haha from azlif, where else.

Just saying hi : –). Are u in class right now?”

 

then here came the climax

save the best for last

I didn’t get my phone back yet

and my secretary sent a reply

which I will never in my life type, for sure

 

here you are, “my” reply to him

how do I even type this thing out

I am trembling, goodness

 

“Ya im in class right now miss me already?

What u doing? ;)”

 

and pressed send

he didn’t reply afterwards

oh man

guess he must be thinking what a bitch I am

 

then soon after

I got back my phone

so I was typing a reply

trying to explain the situation to him

 

now it’s four hours later already

the message is in pending status??

so the message didn’t get through

how come???

should I send it now?

 

it goes something like this

“Hi Fadzlie.. This is the real Steph..

so sorry the ppl have been so playful with text message”

 

okay I was half way editing the message

then I got a repky

the message has got through

 

so this I what I got

“Sorry, my hp ran out of battert. 

Just gt back to my room.

Ya, I kind of miss u;.)”

 

OMG… what should I be doing now???

suddenly I am clueless as to

what to reply

that wasn’t me, previously

what happened??

what happened??

 

I always think I play with words a lot

I am good with sweet text messages

 

I am suddenly freaked out…

maybe this is what would really happen

if you bump into somebody you really like so much

 

after pondering for so long

I replied with two words

*shy shy*

 

yes I am indeed

 

dedicated to 2011.05.10

the bitches gang who helped me through

and the cute guy who made my day

 

Accidentally in Love / Shrek 2 OST/ Counting Crows

 

Accidentally in Love / Shrek 2 OST/ Counting Crows

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love