Waddled through June
with a challenging project
back and forth
the fear is real
what if I lose the client due to
mishandling of this single project
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Forget about the extra time and effort spent
just want to get this right
for once and for all
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Started to grab the pattern
after these months
when to expect a peak and trough
throughout the month
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Feared for the worst in July
i actually left a few POs
completed, ready for billing
so that I at least have something
to start the third quarter with
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Towards the end of the month
on a Friday which was a local public holiday
a friend suddenly texted to see if
i want to hang out
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that is not what we usually do
as we usually meet up on Sunday
but readily said yes
thinking perhaps she wanted to
have a quick catch-up
in the middle of a peak
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It felt good after that quick session
hope she felt the same
even though that means
falling out with my usual routine
e.g. leaving the cats waiting for their treat until late
almost can’t hit my minimum reading time
skipped workout routine all together
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and lost some sleep
due to the Matcha latte
taken too late
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