Wednesday, September 17, 2014

No Guideline X Time’s All Mine: Happiness is to Shine

 17 Sep, 2014

cloudy outside

yet am feeling quite sunny

 

Steph:

instead of waiting for

some one to walk into my life and

become the sunshine who shine on me

 

I can actually glow by

continue to do things that make me happy

 

if I can start shining on someone else’s life 

why bothered to wait in the dark

for the sun to shine in

 

was chatting with an old-timer

it went all the way

a primary school friend of mine

 

and I was telling him that

I had a great day and was

in the middle of blogging about it

 

he asked me if I mind to

let him take a peek at my blog

 

I told him

yeah you may

but after I uploaded this one okay

 

and I also begged him not to

read those written in Mandarin

which sort of painted a black picture on

my very fuked up relationship matters

 

you may ask

why bothered to post

if you think it is a

negative self-projection 

well.. that’s how I heal

 

my internet happened to be quite sucky

and I waited past midnight until

the post was up there

 

text to ask if

he was still awake

and he said he is

 

great..

my post was ready as promised

 

somehow both of us were

not really that sleepy

we chatted all the way until 2 a.m.

 

about loads stuffs

from the basketball jersey I regretted not buying to

vintage animation such as

Walt Disney and Looney Tunes

all the way to my favourite-st

Love in a Puff movie

 

he commented that

he really felt as if he was following me

during the marketing survey trip

while he was reading on 

 

glad that he likes it

and he said that he

would continue to read it

 

sometimes

little word of encouragement like this

could be quite motivating

 

although I always emphasize that

I write for various motivations

other than gaining likes on social media

 

he was asking

how could I find energy to do all these

well it’s simple

the very old school word: PASSION

 

and I am glad that

writing happened to be one of them

so I could pen them down well

as I am doing right now

 

I was suddenly thinking

on my way to work just now

 

instead of waiting for

some one to walk into my life and

become the sunshine who shine on me

I can actually glow by

continue to do things that make me happy

if I can start shining on someone else’s life 

why bothered to wait in the dark

for the sun to shine in

 

thanks, Peterrr

Charlie Brown X Linus - we go way back by Peanuts

 

Shine / Jason Mraz