Lunar New Year break is over
back to normal routine
8-6 on weekdays,
8-1 on Saturday
time to rehearse the feeling of
being sick, tired, depressed
I rehearsed it so well that
during Thursday I already started to
imagine how it feels on a Sunday night
Thursday
when i bid farewell to the office
pretending that I am not
coming back forever and ever…
What??
It's Monday again
Well, face it
I don't know
this gonna repeat
three years long
All I can do is to
break it down into shorter term
looking forward to lunch
in the morning
looking forward to evening
during the drowsy post-lunch hours
looking forward to Saturday nap
then the Sunday grocery shopping
and start rehearsing the sickness
all over again
It almost killed me
yet after a night of sleep
I woke up pretending
this is a totally new fun day