Saw a lovely white top
on a marketing survey outing
the sale promo was kinda tricky
annoying! in fact
it is like you have to buy a specific amount
to entitled for some cash voucher
therefore thought of
combining bill with my besties
since she was eyeing another item too
but she couldn't really make up her mind
and I was hoping to walk around
who knows could have found
a cheaper alternative too
moreover my membership expired
so the purchase was delayed
and we was hoping to get help
from her cousin with the card
for a better bargain
So I was telling her
alright if you have made up your mind one fine day and
could obtain the card
just go ahead and buy the top for me
even if I am not in town
Yeah I said it twice
almost two weeks passed
and I was mentioning a new sale promo
I saw at the store
thinking that:
Hey we could buy what we aim for
after all
Then I was like suddenly feeling
such a pang of disappointment
when she told me
she already got her backpack
with the help of her cousin
Fuck my word
which worth nothing to my friend at all
or maybe she could at least
drop me a text to confirm
If I still want my blouse
Damn
is it so difficult to build trust?
not to mention years of friendship
I have brought her along
during member exclusive sales
or helped her to obtain stuffs which she wanted
when I used to own the card
Shut up bitch
You don't have a card now
and that's a fact
never rely on favors from others
If you want something
Do it on your own self
that's what Snoopy has been saying
even a dog knows that
why can't you understand
such a simple fact
Not being so mad about the top
it can be obtained anytime anywhere else
but why was my word taken for granted
and she jus went ahead without me
Adios lovely Sunseeker top
when I went down again
It was already gone
Good bye
I kept telling myself
it’s childish to get mad over
a petty little thing like that
it’s too childish, stop it please
arrgh!!!
best of both world, huh?
lost the petty discount
lost the top I have been looking for
on top of all
lost 100% faith in what I thought
an unsinkable friendship