everyday life
spiced up by happiness, anxiety, excitement
especially so when you are trapped in this little game
so yesterday
in the middle of texting
I asked you whether you wanna meet up
there I was waiting for like 30 minutes
that’s anxiety of waiting
so you never reply
so you never turn up
and 1 hour later
only you replied an apology
that you fell asleep
okay that’s frustration
today in class
suddenly got a text:
“Stop planting :-X”
“I like your baby blue shirt”
“Its for you
it almost melted me
okay what ever you have done yesterday
you are forgiven
then for the next one hour
we were texting underneath our bags
while of course
still concentrating in class
exchanging smiles
across tables
I feel like I am 9 years old again
passing written message with the lover boy
while the teacher is teaching in front
close friend which I hang out with
is saying
last time I was not even bothered to check phone
all the time kept in my bag
now…
all the time clutching to it
looking out for message
texting and smiling
maybe maybe…
*sly smile*