I know I have this problem of balding forehead long ago
I thought it’s okay
I am just born with a high forehead
with tonnes of baby hair
it is no big deal
still I can’t resist pinning my hair up
I just hate letting strands of hair flying here and there
which we always call such fashion
the prawn / the cockroach hair
until the recent two months
the hairfall is getting quite out of control
handful of fallen hair during shower
whenever fingers comb through my hair
never fail to collect strands of hair
it’s getting scarier
but I still didn’t put much attention to it
in fact at first
I was quite happy about it indeed
since I need no longer pin up my hair
they look fine without any pin-up
stay in place and not messy at all
then it just got worse and worse
where leaving on its own, without pinning up
the balding area is still showing itself
miserable few strands, without any direction
and just yesterday
the all so clear desert in the middle
and I don’t even have
the volume of hair
for pinning up and bundling at the same time now
like this…
the small cute bun on top wouldn’t exist
just plain flat drying Savanna grassland
all I can do is
the feeling is quite creepy
when I even touch my hair less
because every touch,
there will be some lost hair in between fingers
and when you swing your hair
it feels lighter and lifeless-er
I start to appreciate
how come hair growing treatment is appealing
to its target audience
where I used to think
how can people so vehemently believe these things work\
and willing to spend so much on them???
but no way
that’s the last place on earth I will go
even up to the point
I have to wear a wig
how about cutting bang again??
what if when some hair is diverted in front for cutting
the middle becomes all empty
and the period of half-grown bang
is damn irritating
therefore I do not know how..
by the way
something worth sharing
came across this http://www.stbaldricks.org/
from my ex neighbour, Gwen
she shaved her head bald,
just herself alone
to run this donation drive
how brave is she… salute