today is the last day of exam
woke up early as usual
checking my mails
and decided to go settle my visa
*
smooth-sailing
found the travel-agent
although it has already shifted
to another building nearby
*
till i saw the stack of passports
on the person’s table
gosh i need to submit my passport
for visa application
why haven’t i thought of this before
*
that means i can’t go back
during the weekend
because the processing
is 5 working days
*
i ask the person whether he can
speed up the application process
because the person back at school
told us that it usually takes
1-2 working days only
he said no
*
i was going to faint
when he wrote on my receipt
collection on 12th May aft 7pm
*
you know what’s the implication of this
that means i gonna be trapped here
without anything to do
for almost 1 week
*
and i gonna miss the weekend at home
gonna miss Mother’s Day
and Wesak Day as well
and friends gathering (if any)
*
what i gonna do?
i can imagine myself
read,
sleep,
listening to song,
watching drama,
watching Barney without Ah B,
cooking a little meal,
hanging around in
an all empty library,
*
then
sleep again
sleep again
for 1 week
*
this is gonna be the
most unproductive and
most boring 1 week
of my whole life
*
on the bus back to school
i couldn’t think of anything else
felt i have betrayed my family
by telling them that
i am coming home tomorrow
yet gonna spend 1 week
being a hermit in the hostel
*
sent 1 sms to mom
to tell her about this
i gonna cry
*
i gonna flunk my exam later
due to this
because i don’t have any
good thing to look forward to
finishing exam is not the
main reason to be excited about
*
i even came out with some silly ideas
like
*
1st case
sneaking via the customs
begging them to let me go back
but how many times can i beg
i need to pass through customs
4 times in total
*
2nd case
go back aft 13th,
then never come back on 17th
to do rag
just disappear into thin air
and come back during Aug
*
3rd case
ask mom to come and find me here
*
4th case
worst come to worst
i will go back
and never to return
to sg again
life is a breeze at home
can happily survive
with the title
‘the girl who never complete
her edu at NUS’
*
i don’t wanna go India
i don’t wanna do rag
i just wanna go home
pls…
*
when i reached school
i called up the agent
see whether they can
postpone the application
i want my passport back!
if they don’t allow
i’ll just cry
*
luckily
she said i can collect my passport
aft 7pm today
no problem at all
and come to collect my visa
some other days
*
一天都光晒…
i can go home after all
the sky is bright again
i am again
the happiest person
on the earth
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