When you thought that things couldn’t get worse
but indeed it did in October
recorded the second lowest month since January
the monthly graph was showing a downward trend
since August, with sharp decline since then
like I don’t know anymore
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but the good things is
had managed to hit the “minimum annual” in September
so… let’s take every hard-earned penny in Q4 as BONUS
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and I managed to keep my expenditure low
lowest this year
so that I can still buy everyone
a little something nice before Christmas
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and by doing so
i know what's the mininum surviving fund
to make it through a month
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but other than work
i had such a good time
sometimes I had to convince myself that
it’s okay not to feel guilty about
taking my own time
in whatever I am doing
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sometimes I asked myself:
Are you making ends meet?
Yes, with some self-control
Are you still enjoying your work?
Yes, most of it
Can you see yourself working from 9-5+?
No, not at all
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so let’s keep going
at least for now
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